Desolation: Anamnesis – The Lab II

Posted in Desolation on June 9, 2010 by GuNNhead

I walked around the observation deck against the railing, and took a right down towards the center of the facility. There was a single lit room at the end and to the left; right where I was heading. That’s when the smell hit me. The voice in my head told me to turn back. I’m an uninvited guest. Those… creatures I shot didn’t smell nearly this bad. I put on my rebreather, and made my way to the door. It was sturdy, locked from the inside. I looked into the window where the light was coming from, it was covered in claw marks same as the door, but that smell was coming from inside, and I needed what was behind that door.

I had an experimental explosive, some sort of Heptanitrocubane/Octanitrocubane compound, only about a pound, but enough to bring that entire place to the ground, after I got what I needed, of course.

I applied enough to bring it down. I walked past the first empty room, into the next and there I found a man on the other side, deformed, slightly deranged. A scientist. He didn’t attack.

“What’s gone on here?”

No answer. It just breathes, low and heavy.

“I asked what happened here? What are those things?”

“They’re… an experiment. We created it, but I was the only one who didn’t get turned into one of those… things. It was only a few weeks ago, but it’s all gone to hell. I’ve been surviving off the snack machines in this room. Thank god you’re here.”

“I wouldn’t thank anybody just yet.” I place a bullet between his eyes, and his body collapses. I power up the terminal behind him, and download the files.

I take off out of the room, to the four corners of this complex. Down each dimly lit corridor, I make haste, but keep an eye and an ear out for those lurking creatures. I stay on the outside hallways, and only run into one or two. In each of the furthest supports of the building, I place a portion of the explosives, and sync it up to my detonator. The final one has to go in the center, at the bottom of the atrium. I could potentially sneak into there, find a mass concentration of these creatures, sneak or kill my way to the center of them, unravel this mystery, and…

I walk up a flight of stairs, and proceed to the overlooking guide-railing. I sync up the final bit of explosive, and drop it into the pit. I hear moaning, spulching, squirming, sliding. The smell of old, soaked, pus-filled flesh soaks the air. I walk back into the blackened room, and through to the elevator at the end of the next hallway. I shoot the two speakers, and take it up. I walk out the front door, shooting the guard. With the building in the distance behind me, and my pick-up helicopter on the horizon, I detonate the charges, and the entire complex explodes from the ground in a ball of fire. I light a cigarette and continue walking across the frozen tundra.

Desolation: Anamnesis – The Lab I

Posted in Desolation on May 19, 2010 by GuNNhead

I remember. I can remember it all. Fragments. Nothing concrete. The training, the espionage. Is it my imagination, or was it my life? I can see it all in my mind’s eye. Any event I can think of, remember, it’s my life, but not the one I’m living. This is one of my memories, one of my long lost missions.

It was Germany… or Russia … Siberia? It was winter.

Hard snow covered the ground and the cold was biting. Intel was that C.H.A.O.S. was planning something big at this newly discovered secret facility. I’d been staking the place out in a nano-tech stealth suit for a few hours after an air-drop to the roof. Thermal goggles told me the patterns of the guards on the inside and outside, but whatever was actually going on in there was going on deep underground.

I scaled down the building via zipline, and took out one of the guards in one shot. I took his access cards and equipment, and used the side entrance, dragging him inside. There was an elevator there to the lower levels, I got in. Typical: muzak was playing; of Journey, no less. It was then that I realized that these people are sick, sicker than I thought.

Two buttons; one for this floor, one for the sub-basement. I hacked into the broken fingerprint scanner, double-rebacked the registry, fed in the code to mask the phoney parameters, and continued my descent. The lights flickered as it started up to head down.

The doors slid open. Something killed the lights as I heard some sort of hissing down the long, blank hallway. I took out my pocket light, and held it up, illuminating only small portions at a time. The hairs on the back of my neck stood on end. It was then that I realized the heat down there. Beads of sweat were already dripping down my face. I brushed my long, flowing hair out of my face, and jogged down the hall against the wall.

Footsteps rushed around in the blackness. I focused, honed in on my skills and training. I thought that whatever these things were down here, they were either never human, or have been warped and twisted beyond all humanity.

I arrived at the door at the end of the hall. My foot slipped ever so slightly. Looking down, I saw a pool of liquid. It glowed for a few seconds after I took my light off of it. There were dents coming from the other side of the door. The entire operation reeked of C.H.A.O.S.

I got the feeling that the guards outside were not meant to keep anyone out.

I opened the door, gun drawn. I was attacked, blindsided from the right, my light was smashed.

Two bullets.

A third.

A fourth.

A pause.

A fifth.

A sixth.

No light.

A seventh.

Eight. Nine. Ten. Eleven. Twelve.

Echoes. Silence. Plenty of ammo left.

I moved on into the next room. I cannot describe the smells, though I can remember them vividly. It was like almost nothing I’ve ever smelled before, some sort of artificial chemical/biological hybrid smell. I recalled the blueprints perfectly. The atrium. I stood over it, looking over the railing. All I heard was meandering, sloshing. Even in C.H.A.O.S. I could find a point, some reason, and some purpose besides death.

That’s What She Said

Posted in Fiction, Horror, Sci-Fi, The Permanent Mind on April 28, 2010 by GuNNhead

He casually slipped his eyeball out of its socket, held it up and said “You see, it’s not so difficult.”

He knew I’d had trouble with false reality simulators in the past. I reached in, slowly pushing past my eyelids, reaching behind my eye, and popping it out. Of course, the ocular nerve followed it, and allowed it to dangle gently and freely from the open hole, the eyelids left to frantically flutter about their business, impotent.

“It’s all pointless, isn’t it?” I asked him.
“The point is what you make it, just have a lot of fun, and try to score the most points.”
A maggot slithered out of his tongue as he formed the final words, and dribbled out of his mouth when he completed.

I looked down towards the play field.
“I know six people down there, and don’t give a damn about any single one of them. Tell me why.”
“Permanence, the consciousness is trapped in permanence while the physical body is fleeting.”
“This is what you needed. You are entirely superfluous.”
“Knowledge is power, disappear as a god?”
“Return in the body of a savior…”

We transported down to the arena, game already in progress. It was really a game of numbers; the scoreboards didn’t lie, but the truth in it only mattered if you cared. It was a path of bodies. None would be alive, never needing to have been. It was a small part of life, a new way to reimagine. A grand prix of self-destruction. The rules were based in reality, as they all are, for it’s what most go off of; gravity, physics, all mostly non-altered, expect for entertainment value, there was no positive or negative affects to discern.

One life, countless deaths. The computerized apocalypse. A simulation of the tenacity of the dead alive. Levels of distance, the dead rise from the graves. How many have died? No matter. How many have joined life? Since the apocalypse? Millions, more every day. Once the dead win, will they reboot, or will the dead truly inhabit the entirety of this world? Maybe a new server. A new change at life, a new opportunity to die.

A friend request from beyond the grave. She was so pretty when she killed me. Revenge. Fuck. I accept. It feels so good to love the pain. I invite her to transport to out location. It’s dangerous if there are factions of hunting parties, but I know my friend, he plays it safe for the first while, spawning in uninhabited locations. The travel across the plains is what interests him, gets him into character. I think it does affect your mind, the craving for flesh. I should remember to check that after. I sigh out my lamentation of death, causing all other Zeez around me to do the same, only my friend is within earshot. She appears.

“Oof, lost an arm?”
“Shut up, I killed you, didn’t I?”
“Can’t make it very far without ammo, especially when you’ve been bitten.”
“24 hours, no cure.”
“There never is.”
“How’d you find me? I thought I was held up pretty well.”
“The nose knows.”
“Where are we going?”
“I don’t know.”
“Just beyond the forest, but we should curve around first, there might be hunters.”
“After this long?”
“Never hurts when you play it smart.”
“That’s what I thought until he found me and bit me.”
“Shouldn’ta been alone.”
“That’s what she said. After I bit her. Then she shot me.”

Make Us Insane

Posted in Fiction on April 26, 2010 by GuNNhead

“Have you ever had an original thought in your entire life?”
I sat there at the table. I’d heard her question, she wasn’t upset, just exasperated. She was standing in the doorway between the two rooms in which we were carrying on our conversation. It didn’t bode well for me. After a pause, I answered.

“Have you?”
She looked at me. My response did not improve the atmosphere as I had thought it would. I’ve always been a bit distant, pensive. I didn’t hear her question in the way she thought I did. I, wrongly, was being more philosophical. It was only after the words had left my mouth that I noticed the discrepancy between our thoughts. I thought of explaining myself, apologizing, but stopped caring immediately. I figured that I’d just continue right on with my conversation.

“Think about it, the futility of understanding the human mind. Put in the simplest form, it is to ask to the truest sense: why do people do what they do? Why does anyone do anything? Studying the subconscious motives of a person, even the self, is as impossible as attempting to understand something larger than the self with no verifiable, empirical facts on it. There is even a fear associated with knowing. What if we actually knew what other people were thinking? Would we even want to know? Do we enjoy, or, prefer, rather, our delusions, our ‘images’ of people? Often times, we could find this preconceived notion of who someone is more enjoyable than the actual person, so much so that is placed over that real person. Then we can no longer see them for who they are, only who we want them to be.

A frame of mind can be a powerful thing. It can change one person’s entire world. One can alter what may be, what is, and what was, change the point of reference. Then, in doing so, manipulate death, show that there is no truth, and that there are only different possibilities to be mused upon.

Here’s food for thought: we’ve all seen The Thing, They Live, Invasion of the Body Snatchers, and a ton others. There is no actual way to trust anyone. It is impossible. What if all of these things exist, what if there are people being controlled by things out there with some sinister purpose? What if you or I are one of these things, or your friends. Anyone could simply be waiting for the moment to turn you to them. Heck, even, maybe, we’re already being controlled. What if we were just supposed to be like all the other stupid animals on this planet, but some parasite or alien virus infected us, changed us, made us receptors for some grand cosmic plot? That’s how the animals know we’re different. You see them, all of the animals, they look at us differently from any other animal, they treat us differently. What if all of our drives and ambitions are just arbitrary tasks to support some grand infrastructure to make us slaves to terraform this planet?

Random synapses firing? Success can be gauged on how well one can ‘connect’ on a global scale, tap into the culture. Those who are the most popular or make the most money are the ones who are the most connected, and so then, we are programmed to like them, for whatever reason. Think of fame, and the ‘guilty pleasure’ shows that are popular, there could be something bigger going on, and the current accepted reality is too afraid of knowing about it to admit it, it would freak too many people out. But maybe people need to be freaked out. The possibilities of the world are truly frightening and mind-boggling if you think about it.”

“Thank you, Jake, thank you; for you have, once again, proven my point.”
She left.

Deep-Sea ARTbook

Posted in Fiction, Horror on April 23, 2010 by GuNNhead

Hey, y’all, my sister made these based off of Deep-Sea Daybook! Great stuff!
Deep beneath the sea that we all know, I continue deeper; my submarine groans under the strain, but holds strong.
There are depictions of what appear to be some creatures fighting, whether this is fiction or an accurate depiction remains to be seen.
The only way left to for me to explore is further downwards, but by radar detects no bottom yet.
Something is attacking my submarine; it’s shaking and is beyond my control. I can see what appear to be the suction cups of a giant cephalopod arm against the viewports.
Here’s me at the art show!
- Dr. Willibald Fievel Richardson, colleague and dear friend.